SO, as a footnote to the previous blog, I thought I would find a definition of Juncture:
juncture noun
point, point in time, time, moment, moment in time, stage; More
THAT is where my twisted up life has been for a while.. I am leaving that static mound of twisted rubble. Planes are built to fly. AND while I am going to hit some turbulence. I am going to soar.
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I feel I have reached a critical juncture. I have come to a sharp awareness that it is me who can change this world I live in. It is me who is holding the wheel. Me in control and at the end of the day when my head hits the hay if I have had A good/ bad/ raging/ beauty-full/ exhausting day there is one person to hold accountable for this. Me. THIS juncture I find myself in is a pain-full position of change. I look at my current patterns and they do not serve me fully. There are so many little things I wanna do. Things I wanna be. Things I wanna see. And all these thoughts rattling around are winding me up and up and up. "it is me who can change this world..."
BUT... change hurts man! Shifting out of old patterns and into new ones. TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood, and I took the one less travelled by, and it was hard, rocks, thorns, roots. Not cool Robert Frost. ('The Road Not Taken: Retold) BUT the road less travelled is who I am. I am the hard road. People come to me on the edge.of the wilderness and say "Hey, can you take me There." Pointing to some distant (physical/spiritual/mental) point and I go. " 'course I can." I am the guide, their guardian in the dangers of the wild. I am lacking my own guide. That is what I am missing. Except... I have one. My twisted up feelings inside, demanding action and progress and change. SO. I am here. To unwind myself. To express the pains of stepping out and unflattering my wings and expanding and saying yes. JOIN me on the journey. It's going to be a ride. It'll be wild. It always is! |
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AuthorAndy Clubley-Moore: joyful outdoor sports activist, writer, father, husband. Lover of life, activity, success and barefoot living. |